

The only way she'll be allowed to attend is by revealing her true identity. As for John, he seems to have a pretty big secret of his own.To top it all off, Jamie's school formal is coming up. Then there's Timothy, the school loner, who for some reason Jamie just can't stop thinking about. But now things are getting complicated: the most popular boy in school is interested in her, but there's no way he would be if he knew the truth. It's only with her email friend John that she can really be herself. From the roots of her dyed blonde hair.There are a lot of things Jamie hates about her life: her dark hair, her dad's Stone Age Charter of Curfew Rights, her real name – Jamilah Towfeek.For the past three years Jamie has hidden her Lebanese background from everyone at school. Ages 12 up.N2 - Jamie wants to be the real thing.

For all the defining details, Jamilah is a character teens will readily relate to. On the other hand, the author brings a welcome sense of humor to Jamilah's insights about her culture, and she is equally adept at more delicate scenes, for example, Jamilah's father recounting memories of Jamilah's mother. Abdel-Fattah (Does My Head Look Big in This?) follows a predictable pattern and uses familiar devices, such as the understanding teacher ("If don't know the real you, then you've already lost them"). Tensions at home and school culminate when the band she plays in at her madrassa (Islamic school) is hired to perform at her 10th-grade formal. Passing as "Jamie" is fraught with difficulties: she can't invite friends to her house, lies to cover up her widower dad's strict rules and reveals her true self only to an anonymous boy she meets online (her e-mail address is "Ten_Things_I_Hate_About_Me").

Jamilah Towfeek hides her Lebanese-Muslim background from the other kids at her Australian school "to avoid people assuming I fly planes into buildings as a hobby." She dyes her hair blonde, wears blue contacts and stands by when popular kids make racist remarks.
